A kiss on the shoulder….?
All you said about it was that it was weird, and you were so sorry. I shrugged it off, stating that “like your mom said, we’re practically family” and an alteration that if he did it to his sister it wouldn’t be weird, so why would it be weird with me.
I was honest, it wasn’t weird. In fact, it felt pretty natural. We are falling back into how we were last year when we were dating. We touch each other, we joke, we laugh, and we even look at each other like we used to. We talked about kissing. I told you I love how you open doors for girls, and I love that you’re taller than me. You told me you love dancing with me and really want me to come out next week. No, it’s not weird.
But it’s not right. It’s natural, it’s comfortable, and I love it. But it’s not right.
In all honesty, if I didn’t have Jason, I would probably have kissed you by now. That’s a problem. And I think that if I didn’t have Jason, we would have discussed dating (again) by now.
What’s happening….?
